Naked

Today I start by wishing a Happy birthday to my son. On Sunday, he turns 10. It's been 10 beautiful years. May God continue guiding and protecting you my son.

So, last week I started my story those who have read it keep asking me why I left them hanging so here we go....

He called me two days later and told me that He wanted me to meet someone. A girlfriend to one of His boys. She told me of how she had secured an abortion and how easy it would be for me since I was just a few weeks. But if we waited for another month or so it wouldn't be as easy.

So was left with a decision to make. I went back home and weighed my options and decided it would be easier to get killed by my parents than to die trying to terminate. I told him my decision and He was okay with it. 
  
I went back to college, with a big secret. One month pregnant and I had told no one except for Him and the lady but she didn't know me. Back in school I met my then boyfriend and we went on with the relationship as if nothing had changed. A few weeks later when out in a club, as we were leaving we had a falling out and I blurted out that I was pregnant.  He grabbed me by my elbow and asked me what I meant.

I told him exactly what he had heard. He asked me by whom and I told him my Ex. He left me on the streets of Nairobi. I didn't even cry, I found a club and spend the night dancing till morning then I went back to school.

The months went by and I was now four months pregnant, I had yet to tell a soul. One day my friend Lauryn realised that I had stopped hanging out with her and our other friends as much as I usually did. So she confronted me. I found the courage to tell her but I told her not to tell a soul. I later told Audrey.

One day when I was home for the weekend, I decided to go tho church. ( During this whole time, I made sure that I went home on Saturday evening and left on Sunday morning to avoid anyone noticing that I was gaining some weight 😃 )  when the service was about to end, the man of God that had come to minister paused mid sentence as he was Praying and said: 
   " As I was praying, Holy Ghost deposited a word in my spirit for someone in this congregation"

(You need to understand something first our church is not a pentecostal church, So such things don't happen often)

Immediately, my heart sank, for some reason I knew it was going to be about me.

He went on, "There is a young lady here and she is expectant, she is afraid and doesn't know what to do, (I remember telling God that if the  Pastor asked for me to stand and go infront, then He, God would have to carry me together with the sit I was on coz I wasn't budging) so I want to tell her that God is in control and He was going to take care of her" and he concluded His prayer.

I went home that day and told him all that had happened.